So I feel like I have so much to fill you guys in on....here goes nothing.
In the work department. Well there isn't much to tell. My heart is telling me it's time to go full time into event planning with maybe a part time. I'm looking into this one part time job on Thursday that could pretty much cover all my expenses if need be and still allow me to have time for Camden and events. So hopefully that pans out. Just waiting on confirmation from the man upstairs that this is the path I should take.
School... Well I'm on the fence about what school to go to. But Liberty is looking like it will be the one. I'm also going to take an event planning certification course also. So yea..I def have a lot on my plate as far as that.
Then there is Camden's dad, well I've just been positive about it all. He still is the same old Kodi. Nothing much has changed. But I have! And in some ways I'm just excited about that. I'm not as stressed or bummed out. I don't even really think of his lack of support as much anymore. I just sorta go about life without giving it a second thought. But then there are some days when he calls and I get hopeful and have to check myself. Tell myself you have to see it to believe it. And I'm back to normal. Now when people even ask about it, I just say "I don't want to talk about that". Like I just don't. It just makes me angry. So why even go there. Me and Camden will continue to pray for him and hope for the best. That's all we can do. (I get super emotional these days when I see seperated parents both doing their parts, idk why but it just does something to me. Those people truly are blessed to have each other in this process. Parenting was not designed as a one person assignment AT ALL).
My love life...well of course the last post "Third times a charm", was all about me trying to see if I wanted back in my old relationship. Well I'm not sure where we are headed. I put the ball in his court and I don't know sometimes it seems like we are moving then other times it feels like we aren't. But starting out I put the ball there and told him to do what he wanted with it. I told myself I would accept whatever happened, and that's what I'm doing. Even if nothing happens......I've been trying to finish the last part of this but keep deleting it...so I'll just leave it here
Did I tell you guys that I took a bible course? Well I did. Graduated about a month or so ago. At the end of the class you had to do a 5 minute sermon. Lord knows I'm a talker so that was easy. But I was asked to now speak at my church's women's conference. This sermon will be 15 minutes long so pray for me as I know what I want to say but it's not all flowing together perfectly. If any of you are interested in coming to hear me, email me and I'll send you over the flyer, address, and info. I'll post the flyer here too so you all can see and come out and support. (Geesh telling you all makes me want to take it back, I might get nervous) lol. [email protected]
Well that's all for now. Taking Camden to the library and the zoo this week so I'm sure I'll be posting again soon enough!